Blä!!

Jag hatar verkligen att vara sjuk. Längtar verkligen tills det här är över!!
Tror jag blir tokig snart, särskilt av att bara ligga hemma och åma mig. Vilket jag verkar väldigt bra på btw..
CPJÄVLADUMMASJUKDOMHATARPILLEROCHMASSAMEDECINOCHALLTANNATDJÄVULSKAP!

På lördag sägs det vara över och det hoppas jag verkligen på! Fit for fight and party again!

when I assume thing's going to work out there is other issues that shows up.
The same old pattern repeat over and over again. What I can't resist I can't refuse.
Since this happend to me, I felt like I've been paralysed for such a long time and also it feels like it never ends.
During this time I''ve also developed new thoughts, like, am I really going to fix this, or are things getting worser than expected, expected that my recover going well, at least physically, but then the rest seem to just be and for eternity stuck all along in my sub conscious, in my mind!
The moment tells that I am just disgusted and dreadfully troubled by everything that happens around all the time.
It is comfusing, all I ask for is some clarity in my life.
Fucked up place in a fucked up world!
Why does bad things digg a great, nasty scarr in everything around?? Why does it always leave these marks?
A little bit of fucked up you and a fucked up me!
Jesus Christ, I would never belive that one disease could bring the minds deepests secrets!
Dark times. blody hell.

good night and have a fucking great day!

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Postat av: Jen

Älskar dig gumman! Hoppas du blir bättre väldigt snart!

2008-01-17 @ 11:59:49

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